Just saying..

Im going to hong kong for the student’s exchange thing this sunday. Im looking forward cause i know all these meeting and whatever that comes with it is coming to an end. Which means i have more time to myself, and perhaps do things that i enjoy. I was just thinking about my own life. Thinking about it and asking myself how am i? I realized i have lost myself to work and stuff that i stop paying attention to myself. Stop taking care of myself. I am much more tired, i dont feel the drive anymore. I just dont feel it. Gotta be frank, my life is not the way it should be. As in, im rushing here to do this and there to do another thing. Im just completing objectives daily. We have our daily objectives true, that gives us a goal to work towards it, but when you dont rest well, you find yourself dragging to complete everything. That was never the case, you will not do your best. I remember this thing my friend once told me: ‘Sam, you are not supermen, you cant be part of everything.’ Being stubborn, i always thought i could, but looks like even God rest on sabbath. I am very tired, so tired of so all the things that is going on. Physically, emotionally and i really feel like not giving a damn anymore. I know it’s negative for me to think likewise but im just saying. Im still biting on and hanging on. Not letting what happen affects me and it just proves to me that i was wrong in my judgement. Too bad sam, life’s like that and all i can say is i have learned.

Okay.. too emo.. Whatever! Just saying .. just saying. I think it’s crunch time now as the day that i depart is nearer. Definitely feeling the tension because i want to make an impart there. God reminded me of the time where had pageant, POS and training. He made me overcome all that what makes me thing that im going through now any tougher? It;s not because of myself, i have tasted his grace and strength. I would say its all that i need. This week is gonna be a good week. Time to lift all that up to him, i shld stop trying to take charge of stuff on my own. Let him takeover. TO A NEW WEEK! GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

have a good week people! cheers!

OH! did i mention i have a new tail extension? HEEHEE! Just saying.. HAHAH!